I have been hurt so many times in my life in so many ways. People will come and go and when I think I have a good set of support systems in my life, things get shaken up again. People that I never thought would choose to walk away, are walking away.
When I look at other peoples circumstances, my life is extremely blessed, and I shouldn’t feel neglected as a grown child of God. But I am human and there are times my flesh wants to rise up and battle what I know to be truth. The truth is I am loved! The truth is there are seasons for everything and everyone. The truth is God is my all. The truth is when I am tense and holding my breath it is then that I need to let it all out and breathe!
In the seasons of feeling like my very breath has been taken away from me with a new and harsh blow from the reality of life, I need to remember to breathe in the breath of LIFE.
So many times the human has failed me again and again. I hold people up to a standard that I set for myself and if I see them walking away when I never would, I want to grab on to their ankles and scream “WAIT YOU CAN’T DO THIS!” But it is not my place to do so.
We all have a will that we may choose to follow even if it does not line up with what God intends for our lives. If I see someone running head on into traffic and I am blocked from grasping them, I am going to say something, but if they choose to run for it anyway there is nothing I can do to stop it.
It is times when I feel helpless that I need to remember, God has all things under control in my life. If I am left hurting, He will heal me. If I am alone, He will comfort me. If my world around me appears to be crumbling, He will hold me up. I just need to stop and breathe in His breath of life. Take a moment and remember He is God of all seen and unseen things.
Challenge this day my friends: Take a moment in the craziness and the hurt to just stop, pause and breathe Him in.
Job 33:4-
The spirit of God has made me, and the breathe of the almighty gives me life.
(New American Standard Bible)